Wednesday, April 26, 2023

A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J. Maas

 



"Because your human joy fascinates me - the way you experience things, in your life span, so wildly and deeply and all at once, is...entrancing. I'm drawn to it, even when I know I shouldn't be, even when  I try not to be."

TW: emotional abuse, kidnapping, drugging, murder, physical abuse, torture, violence

Release Date: May 2015

Genre: High fantasy, romance, fiction 

Rating:


Summary

When ninteen-year-old huntress Feyre kills a wolf in the woods, a terrifying creature arrives to demand retribution. Dragged to a treacherous magical land she knows about only from legends, Feyre discovers that her captor is not truly a beast, but one of the lethal, immortal faeries who once ruled her world.

At least, he's not a beast all the time.

As she adapts to her new home, her feelings for the faerie, Tamlin, transform from icy hostility into a fiery passion that burns through every lie she's been told about the beautiful, dangerous world of the Fae. But something is not right in the faerie lands. An ancient, wicked shadow is growing, and Feyre must find a way to stop it or doom Tamlin - and his world - forever. 

Review:

I finally caved.

I gave in to temptation, and I thank my lucky stars that I did. 

I finished the first book: A Court of Thorns and Roses. 

One of the first things I noticed when joining bookstagram was that the ACOTAR series was a beloved staple in the bookish community. I was actually shocked to find out the first book came out in 2015! It has been around for a considerable amount of time but has such a cult following. 

Admittedly, I can be quite a hipster. I'm not proud of it in the slightest. I can find myself very standoffish to anything that is popular or trending. The subconscious thought behind it is that I don't want to have such high expectations only find myself utterly disappointed. That leaves me in a position where I miss out, a lot. But there has to be a reason this book is so well-loved and such a classic, right?
 
I completely understand it now and I curse myself for not giving in to this temptation much sooner. 

From the first page, I was absolutely entranced by Sarah J. Maas with her intricate, and imaginative writing style as well as her magical storytelling, and this is only book one! The world building in this first book is one of the best I have ever read. I find that when you are creating an entire world for the reader, it can be a bit dry or slow but Sarah did this in such a masterful way. I was fully immersed in this magnificent world. It was so hard to put the book down once I was fully sucked in. Then having to return to reality? Such a disappointment! Give me a land of handsome fae men and magical powers, thank you! As for the handsome fae men, I absolutely loved Tamlin, Lucien, and Rhysand. They were all such wholly different, unique characters that I thoroughly enjoyed their interaction with each other as well as our main character, Feyre.

Feyre is, by far, one of the best female leads in a book that I have read thus far. I connected with her so deeply. I really loved getting to know her in the human world and also in Prythian. I cannot wait to go on more adventures with Feyre. On the opposite end of the spectrum, Amarantha is a wretched, foul creature but she truly is a bad bitch. Suffice to say, no matter the alignment of the character, I absolutely loved them because they were so multi-dimensional and well-thought out. 

This beautiful world, the multi-faceted characters and thrilling adventure had me utterly consumed. Thorns and roses wrapped themselves around my heart and I never want to go back. We must only progress forward! I will be picking up the next book in this series, A Court of Mist and Fury, and I absolutely cannot wait! 

If you were like me and were hesitating to pick up this book and to start this series, DO NOT BE A FOOL LIKE ME. This is your sign to get started! You will not be disappointed! 

Quotes

"Because your human joy fascinates me - the way you experience things, in your life span, so wildly and deeply and all at once, is...entrancing. I'm drawn to it, even when I know I shouldn't be, even when I try not to be."

"Don't feel bad for one moment about doing what brings you joy."

"Be glad of your human heart, Feyre. Pity those who don't feel anything at all." 

"We need hope, or else we cannot endure." 

"He brought his lips to my ear. "I would have been gentle with you, though." I shuddered as I closed my eyes. Every inch of my body went taught as his words echoed through me. "I would have had you moaning my name throughout it all. And I would have taken a very, very long time, Feyre."

 "Because when the legends get written, I didn't want to be remembered for standing on the sidelines. I want my future offspring to know that I was there, and that I fought against her at the end, even if I couldn't do anything useful." 

"Because," he went on, his eyes locked with mine, "I didn't want you to fight alone. Or die alone."

"Because I'd want someone to hold my hand until the end, and awhile after that. That's something everyone deserves, human or faerie."

"I love you," he whispered, and kissed my brow. "Thorns and all." 



Saturday, April 8, 2023

Safety in Numbers by Sophie Penhaligon

 



"Sweetheart, I've had a guardian angel since the day you walked into my life. My elevator angel. My fiery one. My Seraphina."

TW: car accidents, PTSD, traumatic brain injury, loss, disability 

Release Date: January 3, 2022

Genre: Contemporary romance, fiction

Rating:




Summary:

Sometimes you have to lose it all in order to find yourself.

When a tragic accident leaves mathematician Seraphina Ellis broken and despairing, she is convinced that she will live out the remainder of her life in lonely solitude. Determined to conceal her disability from her co-workers, she hides away in her desolate cubicle, crossing off the days of her life, unfulfilled and defeated.

A chance meeting with irascible but mesmerizing billionaire scientist and CEO Milo Grant provides her with the job of her dreams, and the chance of escape from cubicle land. But Grant is haunted by his own monsters and is increasingly interested in more than just her mathematical magic. 

Review:
I knew it had to go downhill at some point. The last few books I had read were such hits. I thought to myself, how did I get so lucky? But as we all know: what goes up, must come down. 

I was hoping for a story that maturely and accurately discussed trauma, PTSD, and disabilities...with a side of sexiness (especially since the love-interest is her BOSS). I'll get to the point: this story was very one-note, very superficial, and very shallow. There was so much conversation of deep-seated trauma that was never explored. This book feels like it was written by a pack of men that just gave me the ick. It was such a good concept that was never developed and fell flat. 

Milo is this billionaire CEO who is known for being a horrible boss. In fact, he is verbally abusive and manipulative with his team. This is totally acceptable though because he has trauma. Wonderful! I am so glad we clarified that he is damaged and that is why his behavior is acceptable, even to the head of HR who watches all this happen. Whew. Milo is also extremely possessive with Serpahina, yuck. Both Milo and Seraphina are exceptionally co-dependent, it is very unhealthy. The male gaze is strong with this one. The romance and sex scenes felt so masculine and very cringey. The blurbs about her being completely waxed and hairless? How sexy, how seductive. Wrong. This felt so unnecessary and written by someone who does not appreciate or understand the female form, hairless or not.

I liked the ending that briefly touched on Seraphina's experience at the Morley house. I was more intrigued by Robbie and Molly's story and relationship. However, the mentality that "what you are going through is not THAT bad. It could always be worse. You could be like Billy and be completely paralyzed. So don't feel sorry for yourself, feel sorry for someone who has it worse." HORRIBLE. WRONG. NO.

Please, just save yourself the trouble. Don't read it. Ever. I feel like I have wasted so much energy finishing this book and having to write a review on it. 


Quotes:

"You have me Seraphina," he rasped. "You definitely have me."

"He was fighting monsters the same way I was. They were just different monsters."

"My lost boy is no longer lost."

"Sweetheart, I've had a guardian angel since the day you walked into my life. My elevator angel. My fiery one. My Seraphina."








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